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The past week or so has been really bad. I haven’t been this down on things in a while. I’m just trying to keep myself distracted from this constant sadness that is weighing me down. I don’t understand it. I don’t know what to do. What do I do?

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#i still cant

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#every fucking day

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Anonymous asked

I've honestly never understood why you doubt yourself. You are not fat. You are not ugly. You're the opposite. And unlike whoever said you are you are beautiful on both the inside and the outside.

My goodness. You’re possibly one of the loveliest people to ever send me a message.

I hate that I can’t agree with you, but still, thank you. <3

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I’m back.

I didn’t want to be here. After so many months on not logging on to this account, a tumblr full of my weaknesses, I’m doing so right now.

I have a D in math class. And also I’m graduating this year.

Recognition night is this thursday. Yet again, I’m receiving some shitty certificate.

Because I fucking suck. And I’m so fat again. I was never skinny but it’s the worse I’ve let myself get. I weigh 125 lb which is the most I’ve weighed.

I dunno, I’m just weak. Sorry for ranting but I’ve got no one to talk to.

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#FML

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Anonymous asked

I wouldn't mind if this will turn into your main blog because I know the feeling precisely; I'm afraid to post some stuff on my blog because some of my IRL friends follow me too

I’m glad you understand, thank you. ♥

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So I’m planning on making this my normal, personal blog.

Not just some weightloss blog or whatever.

The reason is because my main blog (zombieslutsruletheworld) is being followed by too many people I know IRL and it’s just annoying now. I get criticized daily for some of my posts and I need my normal, unknown tumblr back. Since there is no way of making people unfollow me, I’m considering using this blog and making it my new main blog.

I don’t know, I’m still thinking about it. Nothing is certain.

If anyone has any suggestions then my ask box is certainly open to anything (:

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Anonymous asked

Don't be so hard to your self. I only know you a little and it was a while ago (over the internet) but even I who know you that little don't want you to be so hard on yourself. You are amazing and don't you ever forget it.

This is the sweetest message I’ve ever received, thank you so much ♥

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